Tag: Holidays without mom

The Christmas Card

My S10 Note+ buzzes and shuffles around the kitchen island. Dread creeps in. Someone somewhere needs to reach me, NOW. Ugh! The introvert in me prepares for the worst – my clan and peeps text first, unless it’s an emergency. 😅 What now? 😶 A quick peek at the caller ID shows it’s my dad. […]

F@%k Cancer Mrs Enginerd

My First Christmas Without Her

Post author By MrsEnginerd
Post date December 30, 2019

No birthday calls. No running through the airport to meet her at the wrong terminal. No cutesy messages on WhatsApp or Facebook IM… Zero. Nada. Nothing. Only the love remains surrounded by an eerie silence. The void, a great abyss in my soul, that darkens and deepens, obliterating any encounter with a resemblance of joy. […]

Tags Adulting, Broken heart, Cancer, Cancer warrior, coping with a cancer diagnosis, coping with grief, Holidays without mom, Loss, Missing mom, Motherless daughters, mrsenginerd, My first christmas without her, Spanglish, Testimonial