I never knew who you really were.
I have to tip my hat to you for keeping me in the dark for so long.
Deep down inside I had a feeling that you were the one who would break my heart and scatter the pieces to the wind.
Only showing me what you wanted me to see you seduced me
Whispering what you wanted me to hear. I became yours.
I couldn’t resist wanting you,
Feeling what you wanted me to feel,
Learning how to please your every whim.
My soul was tied to yours,
And my thoughts were always and forever with you.
I could not escape the magnetic pull of your charm and sensual embrace,
The polarity of our personalities bringing us closer together only to tear each other apart with each passing day,
Our chemistry was volatile, flammable and yet sublime.
The more I think about it the less I know about our love,
Perhaps because I never knew were I stood with you.
You can’t love someone that doesn’t want to be loved,
That doesn’t know how to love themselves,
That would rather leave you
broken and beaten and on your knees begging for the crumbs of their affection.
I know now where I went wrong and promise to never love someone like you ever again.
Mrs. Enginerd - Nerd Whisperer 